To my Dearest and Beautiful Katie and Diane,
I cannot tell you how I feel or there are not any words to express how I met such wonderful families on my babies site and all the other beautiful families and their beautiful children. It is like I have known all of you for such a long time.
No matter which site I go to I read the whole life story of each wonderful child every time. Even though I have read them already.
That is why I feel like they are family to me. I also cry each and every time. I am trying to get back to each family that continue to write to my Joey. I just put my Mother in a Nursing Home and I am there everyday to feed her.
I was taking care of her for 5 1/2 months at home, until I could no longer do it by myself.
I am now taking care of my father, and I am just a mess. My father is starting to get the same thing as my mom and it is a nightmare.
She has Parkinson Disease. I have been a nurse for 38 years, when my baby was taken from me I went out on medical leave and I did try to go back on 3 different occasion's and I could no longer put my patient's at risk with my frame of mind. Since my Joey, it took some time but I did write a book.
It is in every book store, Barnes & Noble, Amazon, etc. I thought it would help many Mom's & families. I had to put everything on hold.
I had book signing, readings, etc. I am on my second book but of course I had to stop in the middle of writing, because your families come first. I found out the hard way, but in the condition I am in over Joey, it is so hard.
I am still in mourning over my baby and will be until my time comes & I am reunited with my Joey once again.
Oh, I'm sorry in case you wanted to know the name of my first book is: Life Love Loss
The caption is A Mother's Worst Nightmare The Lost of a Child. I am hoping with all my "heart" it will help others.
But I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for writing to my Joey.
To my dearest friends,
Love to each and every one,
Love,
Debbie/Joseph's Mom
Beautiful Katie never forget you are always in my daily prayers and my thoughts always.